Lost for words….

I’ve been wanting to blog for a couple of days now but not quite sure what to say.

It seems I’m at a loss for words, which never happens to me.

This week I’ve been spending a bit of time with a new man, we’ll call him S. He’s VERY intelligent, VERY cute, loves dogs, has a good job, a great sense of humour, and makes my heart race with a single kiss. I’ve not yet figured out what the hell he see’s in me, but the fact he’s sticking around means there must be something.

I have a tendency to dive into things head first ( as you’ve all seen and read a few months ago ) so I’m trying  to keep my head this time and not rush into anything. That being said,  I see great potential in us and I’m hopeful of what might happen in the near future. I really like this guy.

On a different note, I am back on the losers bench, and this week have managed to shed a whopping 4lb. My biggest weekly loss for a few months now. I lost the 2 lbs I’d gained during my 6 weeks of maintenance and an additional 2 lbs. And I stuck to a clean eating plan without bingeing for 6 days. That’s impressive for me given a complete lack of sugar usually sends me racing to the bottom of a tin of biscuits.

I really don’t need to lose much more weight. I know that I’m slim. I know that I look good. That I no longer need to worry about looking fat, or having 3 chins, or people staring me at when I’m out in public. But I’ve devoted so much time and energy to this transformation and lifestyle change that it seems silly to stop when my body is just “OK”.

I want to work hard and make it a body I LOVE and am SUPER confident with when naked.

Because if I can love my own body, then the possibilities of someone else loving it too are endless.

Lost for words….

I’ve been wanting to blog for a couple of days now but not quite sure what to say.

It seems I’m at a loss for words, which never happens to me.

This week I’ve been spending a bit of time with a new man, we’ll call him S. He’s VERY intelligent, VERY cute, loves dogs, has a good job, a great sense of humour, and makes my heart race with a single kiss. I’ve not yet figured out what the hell he see’s in me, but the fact he’s sticking around means there must be something.

I have a tendency to dive into things head first ( as you’ve all seen and read a few months ago ) so I’m trying  to keep my head this time and not rush into anything. That being said,  I see great potential in us and I’m hopeful of what might happen in the near future. I really like this guy.

On a different note, I am back on the losers bench, and this week have managed to shed a whopping 4lb. My biggest weekly loss for a few months now. I lost the 2 lbs I’d gained during my 6 weeks of maintenance and an additional 2 lbs. And I stuck to a clean eating plan without bingeing for 6 days. That’s impressive for me given a complete lack of sugar usually sends me racing to the bottom of a tin of biscuits.

I really don’t need to lose much more weight. I know that I’m slim. I know that I look good. That I no longer need to worry about looking fat, or having 3 chins, or people staring me at when I’m out in public. But I’ve devoted so much time and energy to this transformation and lifestyle change that it seems silly to stop when my body is just “OK”.

I want to work hard and make it a body I LOVE and am SUPER confident with when naked.

Because if I can love my own body, then the possibilities of someone else loving it too are endless.