Yesterday I read a post by my fellow sleever Tracy that hit the nail on the head for me. You can read her post HERE.
There comes a time, when you’re a year or two after your surgery that you start to feel almost normal. You can finally stomach eggs without vomiting, you can eat an almost real portion of food, you can attend a party without anyone questioning your eating habits….and life is pretty much back to the way it was before the surgery, minus a 100lbs or so.
But this is a dangerous time. If we start to feel normal and forget our bad relationship with food then it’s very easy to slip back into unhealthy eating habits. “It’s ok, I can eat popcorn at the cinema, I’m slim now” “Oh that one piece of cake is fine, I’ve lost my weight” or my personal favourite “I’ll burn this off at the gym later on”.
Telling ourselves little white lies that allow us to eat CRAP is not good for us. It’s eating that CRAP that made us overweight to begin with. Now I’m not saying I forbid you to have a treat every now and again, but keep an eye out for the occasional indulgence turning into a regular eating pattern. Once we re-establish a taste for the sugary salt laden processed junk food it’s very hard to stay away from it.
I know all too well… I managed to gain albs over the last couple of months, and being honest, for the amount of junk food I ate, 5lbs was not too bad a result on the scales. I’ve become the queen of “Now I’m slim, I can eat anything”. This isn’t true…. maybe it feels like I can, but IF I do, then the weight slowly piles back on. It only took a few days of me ditching the junk food to get 3lbs back off again. Imagine how long it would take if that 5lbs was 50lbs. We all say we won’t be that person who gains the weight back… but in reality we all have the potential to be that person if we don’t watch we eat on a daily basis.
We all have our demons with food…our personal battles…. and in order to deal with these battles, which are likely to last a lifetime we have to remember that we are not normal…..we will never be normal….
But what’s so good about being normal anyway?
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